its not u.. it me..

for my only brother... im sorry...

Its so hard not be around when u need me d most..
Its so hard when im not strong enuf 2 b wif you..
Its so hard when i cant do anything to help you..
Its so hard when im only can pray dat u are happy..
Its so hard not 2 cry when thinking about you..

Im very-very sorry..
im such a bad sister..
ive tried my best 2 act like nothing happen..
Ive tried 2 keep my head down and not looking at you..
i just cant cant stop crying..

let people see im d trouble maker..
let people noe dat im owez wrong..
let people say"SHE IS D ONE"..
let them...

My love to u will nvr end..
My love will owez in ur blood..
My love will grow every second in ur heart..
i will nvr stop loving you guys..
coz u guys are my soul..

Im so sorry..
I wish i can b a good sister..
a good listener..
a good daughter..
im sorry...

please let me love you..
please.. i need ur love..
im sorry